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| Well first of all let me say hi to everyone..."hi" I was dating this guy for almost a year. We had our problems and fought like a normal couple but we were happy. Happy until recently that is... One night he went over to a friends told me he'd be back in 30 minutes. Well 30 minutes turned into the next morning. He told me his friend had been drinking and he didn't have a ride home so he walked. The next my other room mate and my mom were tearing into him and he was like I don't love you and I don't want to be with you anymore. So I sat down with him and I was like don't mine, my moms, or our room mate's feelings what do you want? And he was like I want you I love you with all my heart. So he made plans to go see his grandmother who is dieing in AK. All week he begged me to trust him and he swore he'd be back and that he loved me. He even picked out a ring and the day he wanted to get married. Well he was supposed to be back on the 19th but he never came. Then I sent him an e-mail for X-mas and this was his reply..."Hey...I don't love you...and you know that phone call you got at work? That was Angela from mcdonalds...she has kids and we're together...and we fucked that night I was supposedly at anthonys...so fuck off...bye bitch"So the question I ask you today is how can men be so cruel? He was the one that asked about marriage and he was the one who said he loved me. I was never a bitch to him. I was always there for him and tried to help him. You can ask any of our friends I loved him (still do). All I've ever wanted was to love and be loved. I mean am I ugly or something? Maybe I will never find love. So like I said life really does suck. If you have an opinion feel free to let me know. -Nea<3 | | |
| Hey Everyone as you can see I haven't written in awhile.... so here we
go. I started a new semester at OU with a lot more stress.
I will be honest, due to my own stupidity and lack of self-discipline I
am now on academic probation. I am not proud, I am ashamed, but I
am dealing with it.
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| Hey Everyone,
Well I haven't written in a while, so here we go. I really want to eplain my last post. Yes I am in a wheelchair but I promise I am not an alien lol. I have cerebral palsy, but it does not affect me too badly. I look perfectly normal, I don't drool, and I am perfectly "functional". I have trouble walking, but I can still use my legs. So I use a wheelchair and a walker. If I meet someone online I normally don't tell them until they have known me for awhile. This is so they know me for me and not my chair. I will say the chair doesn't help with the guys. I wish it did . If you know anyone...let me know. Anyways I'm in boring Elgin, Oklahoma for Christmas. If you've been to Elgin, you can hear the sarcasm in my voice. Well I will get back later I hope.
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| GGGGGRRRRR!!!!!! Someone should die! I just got done sitting through a fire drill, which started before 6a.m., where all I could was sit on the part of my floor where the elevators are. Sometimes I think the university's policies on wheelchairs and fire drills is so stupid. (Yes, I am in a wheelchair. My secrets out.) I guess I shall be stoned now. Well,...before you guys commence the throwing, I think I'll try and sleep...... | | |
| Well hey everyone....
My friend April started this for me so lets give it a go! Let's see first off contrary to what my nickname might suggest, I'm not a guy! It's an inside joke maybe I'll clue you in sometime. :) Anyways the stuff I'm about to tell you I could have put in my profile, but this is my "Introduction Entry". I'm a 19 year old freshman attending OU (GO BOOMER SOONERS!). I'm originally from the Lawton/Fort Sill area. I'm fun, outgoing, and I always have something to say. Why don't you say something back?! :) I love to read and write, dancing, a good chick flick, a good cuddle, hanging out, being there for my friends, and many other things.... Well enough with tis personal ad...lol! I'm looking forward to this journal, and I hope to hear from you soon! I guess I'll go study...(yay!) | | |
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